All my dreams
End in ER visits
Watching loved ones
Fall where I’m standing,
Always knowing somehow
This will happen
Despite trying so long
To avoid –
Determined as fate
Still appears,
Pressing tile on face
Before seeing
Just another bad fear
Become living
And tangibly cruel
While they last.
Who is God
When accidents wait
Behind shadows
Lurking through daylight,
Tracing demons
Randomly summoned
Over silhouettes
Having our face –
These shapeless forms
Making passes
At killing each hope
Morning carries
Despite sunlight’s gleam
During moments
Nothing awful can show
Till it does,
Hearing mom hit hard
Upon porcelain
Or dad lay flat
Across floorboards
Kissing ground from age
Inescapable
While their son cries
Lifting them up.
That kitchen just
Echoes old screams
Louder than laughs
Never promised,
But sacredly held
Within memories
Growing fewer
Like prayers truly felt.
- J. Pigno