There is
No greater motive
Than a fear
Of losing God
As I’ve struggled
With that question
To this point
My faith exists
With nooses
Hung as doubts
For claims
No man can answer
Except
In blessed scripture
Shot down
By daily needs
Where pain
Has given truth
Of a word
Which offers solace
Against our
Living hemorrhage
That cycles
Blood as choice
Through constant
Wounds of war
Like lies
To keep us guessing
If heaven
Has our reason
For enduring
Sin as flesh –
The very hurt
Which asks
To carry rage
As crosses
Confessing
Every moment
As our fate
That’s nearly lost
To anger
With our ways
Even when
All paths meander
Across
This knowing prison
Within
Each certain heart
That keeping
Hope is sane
Despite
What demons linger
As we fumble
For our purpose
Through a dark
Of endless skies
Starless
Like that wish
Which misses
What is beaming
Beyond
Our empty chances
On an Earth
Obscured by black.
Meaning
Isn’t seeing
But a veil
We cannot lift.
– J. Pigno