Tag this poem
Fatal –
My stunned
And mortal rhythm
From a heart
Which spoke
In tandem
With raw verse
So short
Of breath.
Each day
These final words
Sought relief
By telling
Nonsense
Thinking minds
Should grow
Enlightened
To one cause
I’ve deemed
Unsure:
This lethal dream
Called art,
Or that lie
We pray
Expresses
Such love
Too unrequited
For real
Proof
It should exist.
Believing now
I’m sick
While ignoring
Every answer
As some monster
Fear created
Deep within
My swollen
Head.
How aches
May never
Cease
When their pulse
So damn
Discordant
Throbs distinctly
Within tempo
Of this cadence
Marked
For death.
Each vein
Blue and pronounced
Like bold phrases
I might suffer
Protrudes out
Above both
Eyelids
Letting doctors
Laugh
At truth.
They never
Could agree
On what symptom
Was authentic,
Which pain
Was more than
Lyrics
Of that song
I played
Inside.
And yet
Their diagnosis
Falters hard
Where music
Lingers,
Though I contest
Barely matters
Knowing fate
Had other plans.
Stuck souls
Will go and read
These old ravings
As pure gospel-
All my suffering
Unintended
As their bible
Of lost
Faith.
With that
I can agree
Is a suited end
Unquestioned.
No rebel
Wins
From trying.
I always
Wrote
Half-assed.
– J. Pigno