My God,
My benevolent tether,
My rope made of
Wavering faith –
How I dangle
This chain of reason
With a cross
At its lowest point,
And engage
Such doubtful bliss
For the times
I never can wear it
While believing
In sacrifice certain
Like thread
Having gorgeous appeal.
How that bondage
Offers us gifts
And portrays new hope
Which shimmers
Below these throats
Left choking
From their thirst
For divinity’s drink –
Christ’s tears
As suffering rains
Cascading life
Beyond sadness
Yet conquering fear
Through disaster
Where judgment kills
What remains
Of impending death
Seeming free
When existence binds
More clearly
Since experience hurts
More than endings
Only final
If questioning hell,
Knowing heaven
Must balance all grief
Endured each day
Digging gemstones
Or adorning jewels
Holding meaning
Hardly felt
But often assured.
- J. Pigno