I am no longer
Your son
Because guilt
Is not my birthright
Like the money
Which still can’t answer
What questions
Your soul won’t ask –
As an incapable feat
For rage
Whose flame knows
Only matches
When experience yields
These passions
While igniting God
In hand,
For the lie that
Bears me grief
Within flesh
Whose silence lingers
Presuming
My spirit missing
At the tip of a tongue
You’d burned.
This body
Just can’t speak
Anymore than words
Could flourish
Where fires dance
Through kingdoms
Of dreams
You’d had me torch.
My phrase
Can’t offer cash,
My pen bring much
But solace
Condemned as faith
Unworthy
For the man whose life
Meant less
Than the joy
You’d wish I earned
While pursuing jobs
So pointless
And convinced
Such work held purpose
Beyond building ash
On lungs –
Like collected smoke
Thought breath
Within mouths
Whose air went missing
So the fire spread
From neighbors
Bragged its brilliant light
That glows.
Now forever
I’ll spend each day
Flooding waters
Upon sore voices
Quelling damages
Pouring phrases
Spilling verse
Amid embers learned.
– J. Pigno